In My hood

Title I don't peace "niggas" on the corner cause I'm saying like what if you peace Piru with sombody who's rolling sixties yeah that would mean problems
(Title) You can't rock blue on Lyons and Bergen their simply to blooded
You can't wear purple by Shabazz Latino pride
Oh and (title) don't even think about wearing yellow by Seth Boyden "BK all day" i hear them say
(title) when you think your getting out your really getting in
(Title) when you try to do right by you & have pride in your community you wind up shot dead for being in the wrong place at the wrong time
Yeah that's whats "good" in my hood
9title) you know that the more you stay out the business the business has it out for you
(Title) WE miss Shakil, Rocky, Daryll,Iofemi,Dashon,Terrance,Ron.Davidson,Quintel
That's just to name a few we miss (Title)
Its august and in my hood there has been 60 homicides by gun violence
(Title) i want them to stop shooting no lie I want me and the people (Title) to be proud to call this hood a home9title these thoughts constantly run through a teenage mind
Yeah no one was my close personal family but what if it was one of mine
What if it was India my own cousin on the playground of my old elementary school she was a college freshman to
What if next time its one of my 3 best friends
What if next time Varsity looses a member Killa, Patrick,Aaron, or i can barely say it Kasim
Yea that's how it is and you would know if you lived here trust and believe
Yea I'm done writing for now but this isn't over cause I'm taking back what i love and that's whats really good IN MY HOOD

I'm here to tell you

(Title) I have no time to sit, think, and help you sort out your problems
(Title) To stop complaining about the people in your so called horrible life
(Title) That the truth of the matter is those people your complaining about may not be your favorites in the world but sit back in think about the eight year old girl living on her own in the streets with no one to hate
(Title) before its to late
(Title) Because if you keep going at this rate you won't have anyone to hate

It all adds up to nothing

Two different numbers trying to mesh together as one
Two different numbers trying hard to over come
A process of elimination left me spent after 1 year and 3 months of mathematical equations
I got several answers yet and still it all adds up 2 nothing
I know what your thinking that nothing is still something so why complain
But that something was a big disappointment after several attempts to rearrange
I tried putting one before the other and the other way around
But each time it left one number feeling stepped on as if a part of the ground
I got rid of one number and am looking for a new one so i can find that special something
But so far it all adds up to nothing

Simply A message

I'm tired of my name in people mouths Liyah is this Bubbles is that Chick i should....... You know what keep talking your mess cause "Time will tell" if you think that adlib goes towards you it probably does.....If you got a problem solve it got a comment post it got a question ask me. I don't have time for a dude with baggage called a phony chick and friends.... You chicks should get a t.v show but if you did I'd probably get one too with higher ratings making your crappy show go off air.... If you got beef i got the stew so throw your mess in I'll mix it all up and by the time I'm done it'll be all good... But if you still got beef go get a job at McDonald's and make yourself a hamburger because I'm on a diet.

Silent Tears

These tears always hurt more
These tears burn your cheeks leavin you mentally sore
When silent tears fall your world is blank
Yur heart hurts how much more can you take
Silent tears
Louder then sobbing because they tell all your fears
As silent as ever yet they make the most noise
Silent tears dishevel your appearance and poise
Leave it to silent tears to make your pain double
Leave it to silent tears to make more out of your troubles
Leave it to silent tears to bring contact with your face and his palm
Leave it to silent tears to make him hold you in his strong loving arms
Silent tears need no words to communicate
To make little of silent tears would be to understate
What would life be without silent tears
Silent tears makes the good moments all the more sweet
Silent tears sweep your emotions off their feet
Silent tears as i wrote this those tears fell
Silent tears oh how i know then so well
Silent tears, your deepest fears, Face to palm, Safe and calm, Happy to sad, Confused to glad
Mami Defines-- Why can't i explain it all

Rushed Feelings

Emotions rush, friendships crushed
Craving your touch
Miss you so much
Love the sound of your voice
My love for you was no choice
I know we were destined to meet
But the breaker was how we greet
Flirty smile
You diggin my style
One look in your eyes
I knew it was us 4 life
But what went wrong
We had a bond, we were going strong
You started acting differently
My prince charming straight uptown flipped on me
Call me hardly
See you, nah see
You were my choice
I was your option
I held my voice
But once you started creepin there was no stopping
Be real with me
Was it to much to deal with me
Thought for a while
No loss
You treated me like a child
Maybe my feelings rushed
But my heart you did crush
Dried tears stain my mahogany cheeks
Rushed feelings there gone in a week

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Riding in the car of my life my conscience backseat driving all the while
~Are we there yet
I'm thinkin shutup
~Did you really think that was wise
I'm yelling 2 myself on the inside
~I dnt think you should have done that
Thats it I pull over the car taking a "break" from life thinking:
How can i keep goin on like this
My conscience is getting the best of me
My next decision may end up gettin me into a car crash
And in my world Allstate isn't there to protect and defend
I clear my mind, I start my engine
SOmething seems to be wrong with my transmission
So i decide to get out of my car
And immediately feel the epitomy of insanity
I rush back into the car my conscience reappered
~ See this is the dumb stuff you do when i'm not here
I started the car of my life cruise down the road not knowing where it leads
Only seeing the horizon
I look in my rearview to see the sun no longer shining
I see my past the laughs the tears
I see me and my conscience grow over these past 15 years
Thats when it hits me
The car is like my support system
Without it and my conscience I go nowhere i get nowhere